My Interests....
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For ease of reference, First, some thoughts on what I do... Restraint....helplessness....peace....submission. |
A more appropriate term, in My opinion, is suffering. Pain being a very physical, visceral thing, I think of it more as suffering. Suffering for My pleasure, suffering for Me, because I demand it of you--pleasing Me with your sacrifice. My favorite slave refers to Me as a romantic sadist. And I admit that is true. It is not so much that I hurt you because I enjoy inflicting pain, but that you take it for Me--you willingly and eagerly suffer in devotion to Me. And that is the greatest gift you can bestow...the sacrifice of your flesh...the torment of your mind...the anguish of your heart...given in devotion to Me.
Submission, service, surrender. In my time spent among you, I have come to appreciate the genuine need many have to serve. Excellence in service is a discipline I highly admire. But submission is more than merely performing tasks for my benefit. This, initially, may be your desire. However, ultimately you must surrender all desires and be a yearning vessel for My Will alone.
Of the vast array
of dark pleasures I enjoy,
the
ones below are of particular interest....
As I am a romantic sadist, it is important to Me that you find a sense of satisfaction within My embrace. But if you truly wish to win My heart, you will allow our rapport to grow to where I know what I do to you, or inflict upon you, truly excites your deepest passions--to the point where it hurts and frightens you. you will sink deeper and deeper, until My desires ARE your passions, and you must submit completely to My will. In your heart you will have no other choice. Be warned, if our energies click, you will not remain unchanged.